My Mantra

"I don't need a baby. I have a baby. I don't need a baby, I have a baby."

Lather. Rinse. Repeat.

A friend of mine had her 4th child yesterday (accidentally at home!). A son.

I got to hold him tonight. And snuggle on him. And breathe in his sweet baby scent.

And it was wonderful.

BUT.

I do NOT need a baby. I have a baby.

And as if on cue, he wakes.